Music : Chun Saeng Yun Boon by Solid from Solid - Best Album released in july 1999


hehe Been quite a while i never updated anything .. Well one thing that is for sure LIFE SUX ! everything SUX! You sux ! i sux! all SUX0RS! haha anyway the song that i am listening now is one of the very first korean pop song that i ever listened! hehe it was intro to me by one of my best friends chen yu chia haha it is nice pop , Chun Saeng Yun Boon means Destined Fate .. haha my fate feels so undestined ..

Anyway i just been to the KHK 04 at Bukit Batok CC .. well it was not bad .. quite nice haha and raywing is funny tiok soured a lot of times by the little sena well it was funny ... a bit of misunderstanding here and there sighs haha but it is over liao .. just hopes storms blows over.

Work have not been going so well ne . Boss been scolding but not me haha scold my friend and the other gal . But the thing is .. not their fault not our fault haha but then wat to do? we take ppl's money .. everything wrong is our fault . if these goes on , i think i be looking for a new job soon and now times are hard AND I always spend money and tiok scold by my dear haha but ok lah i try to save 400 per month.. i know it is not enough but i trying!

Now about friends .. i Had alot of friends ALOT of them but mostly all comes and goes ... seldom have friends that keep in touch for long one haha but glad to know a few .. well the longest friend that been in contact is 8 yrs opps 9 yrs now haha
YAWNS~~~!!! SIANS LAH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
ok time for me to sleep .. Oyasumi my friends

MINNA SHIN DE SHIN MO!



  ¶ 7:19 AM

  Music Onipu No Tegami By Miyavi

I always like this song .. this song is always nice it is sad .. it is quiet too .. slow quiet , nice piano tune and a sad voice .. my friend chloe had helped me to order miyavi new single hehe it is nice of her !

What will u do if i am not around ?
What will u do if i am blind ?
What will u do if i am sick ?
What will u do if i am dead ?
What will u do if i am mute ?
What will u do if i am angry ?
What will u do if i am sad ?
What will u do if i am lonely ?
What will u do if i am happy ?
What will u do if i am killed ?
What will u do if i am gone ?

I got this from one of the crap webbie i visited .. what will u do? there are things in life that dont always appear in ur life , u must learn how to cherish them . But there are also things in life that always appear in your life , if you dont cherish , treasured them , they will be gone and you might regret for what you have done .. life is short as they say ... Well the Song just ended .. Even if i am gone one fine day i dont wan anyone to be sad for me HAHA .! I am a miyavistyle of guy ..
I always act like a clown always wan to make others happy always do wat i feel that is needed to be done always happy go lucky always trying ..
anyway Onipu No Tegami is really one of the songs that had caught me for a long time from miyavi first ablum till now ... too bad his live concert dont have this song ... i really wish to see he perform the song live ...
Like what i always say ... why force yourself to do things you dont like ? if not happy just quit .. Blog is also one of the most wonderful on the net .. it lets me tok all the rubbish that i wan and no one to stop me ..
my friend wen for his reservice haha and now i got to take over his job haha i think it will kill me to do two person's job .. boss say she will help but ... sighs she making it worse ... i also cant say anything .. i feel empty now like a lonely barrel out in the stormy sea .. who knows when will i be stuck down by the terrible lighting or buried by the cruel sea ..
  ¶ 5:07 PM

  Music : Neji vs Hinata from Naruto OST 2

Sighs .. how long had i not been into here ..
Anyway i had found a job .. a full time one this time .. (Draftman) the pay is little but i oso nv do much ...
these few weeks i have been into alot of troubles.. and i think i am breaking down soon .. things had not been going well for me
i tot i might die but in the end it wont kill me .. i vomit blood out i tot i had some incurable illness and will die but it is a mixture of blood and water .. went to see the doctor , well nothing happened ,just some cuts inside and stomach is not well these few weeks
how to stop my thinking ? i kept thinking of bad things , i am not like wat i used to be .. i cant be cheerful and stuff . pressure from job oso killing me .. I always scare i cant do well , makes mistakes , get scolding from others and stuff
SIGHS .. when i needed help who can i go to? i oso not in my stable mind , i panic very easy these weeks , have been thinking of the future and now . Army Resevice also coming too .. I really dont wan to go but there is no choice......
it is just everything going wrong , I got framed at games , got screwed at work , got cheated at winning , got scolded at home , left alone most of the times ... i only meet lyner , gene most of the time , they oso have their own problems..
to my dear , there are alot of times that i wish that you are by my side when i needed you and i am sorry   ¶ 10:19 PM