Music: Qing Tian by jay zhou

things is not fine these days ,  stress piling up as days goes by .. no replies from jobs .. cant slp at nites . wake up late in the morning , after wash up go 7-11 buy newspaper .. wait for mum to come back with breakfast .. read the papers with food in mouth , looking for suitable jobs and thier emails.. I really felt damn depressed over with the papers that i look in .. why cant i do something good once .. i felt so helpless and useless .. totally very sian .. really sian.com . My mum saw me oso tell me dont always stuck urself to that chair in ur room . go out take a break , just find something that u wan to do and go .

I wished i could ..
I also wan to give in wat i could ..
never did i wanted to be in this way ..
i am just useless .. plain useless ..
when will my days be qing tian ?
I also will feel bad jobless .. I also will want to go find a job
I also will wan to work , earn money and enjoy life
I just wan to find a job where i am capable of doing it and enjoy doing it
i also dont know wat to say

 

 
  ¶ 4:16 AM